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Writing Through Trauma, Finding Joy Behind Pain

written by Celeste Noelani

I’m working again, sort of. My full-time job of pain management has been successful enough that I am able to type for about and hour and a half a day,…

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September 12, 2018 4 comments
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On Having the Thing That Killed My Father

written by Celeste Noelani
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My sister and I both have it, whatever it is. This condition may be rare in the general population, but it’s anything but rare in our family, at least on…

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January 18, 2017 0 comment
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On the Enormous Privilege of Being a “Good” Patient

written by Celeste Noelani

It was hard not to let myself get carried away with pride when my Physical Therapist gushed over the progress I’ve been making. She noticed that my legs weren’t shaking in…

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January 13, 2017 2 comments
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A Measure of Comfort

written by Celeste Noelani
Blue sky with clouds covering the sun

I hear her whispering in the middle of the night, her breath tickling the back of my neck. “Mommy,” she says with a catch in her voice. “Turn around and cuddle me.”…

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September 26, 2016 4 comments
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Last Words

written by Celeste Noelani
the words close up at the end of a book. most of the words are blurred but the sentence "All was well." is in focus.

In the last conversation I ever have with my father, he tells me that I am so much like him. Maybe too much. “I was so confused when I was…

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August 18, 2016 0 comment
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Empty Juice Cups and The Fort Ruger Rollercoaster

written by Celeste Noelani
My brother, my sister, and me.

If we’re very lucky, and if Dad still has money in his wallet, they will say yes. We can’t tell whether Dad’s wallet is empty or not so we ask…

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June 2, 2016 4 comments
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Why Am I So Afraid of the Dark?

written by Celeste Noelani

I wake up in the dark and know I am on my own. Grandma’s bed has been moved into the dining room where she can be close to Dad when everybody…

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April 25, 2016 0 comment
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Who Cares if They Think ‘Puka’ Means a Shell?

written by Celeste Noelani

On losing and reclaiming my Hawaiian culture. I couldn’t begin to count how many times I’ve had the same conversation. I’ll say something like “Oh, look I have a puka in…

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April 4, 2016 3 comments
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